Changing...

This is going to be utterly fun!
To watch me transform into a new one and bits of the old one
but none the lesser fun!

My intimate journey of becoming the one and only me, unhinged from
biological tragedy.

I choose me and my only love everything else falls below.

I gave you many chances and a million warnings.
This is not a woman's threat this is psychometric test.

Pass or fail I am no longer your teacher.
Don't blame it on me for all those lame ass grievances.

I never graded you based on your intellect nor did I grade based on
the hexa you give to me because with that direct disrespect
you would hate me.

I care for you too much to directly insult you---
but you revolt me to the core...now I think it's about time to even the score.

You are suppose to be family to me, always praising me on how
genius I am, how I handle men and how I demand to be who it is I am.
Always using me for your sorry schemes and worthless plans.

In the end you wind up dead to me like we aren't even fam.
Can't cry you a river because you always were threatened by me
because HE raised me.

Now back to this changing of "wo"man, I will no longer extend my hand for no man or woman.

This is going to offend some of you as it always has, but I am contriving something magnificent beyond your simple mind and fake ambitions.

In this new agreement is an attrition, to hold me sound to
recognition of my new decisions.

My heart no longer beats the same because pain and adversity had torn the
phila out this part.

I don't love you the same...as the days pass you will fade away---
I cast you off internally now I crusade on to shut you off permanently.

Lyrical

Technically I am suppose to represent.
Fundamentally in every aspect.
Emotionally I can be a train wreck.

--but today I am who I am
So get off my back and neck!

I write my own rhymes about this time and that time.
Your mind and my minds eyes.

Habitual offender---
no love for obvious pretenders
and I will not waste my time
on defending that which is relevant.

Comatose idiot---
Chasing life and dreams way out of your lane.
Come down to reality and litigate the fine lines
between your heart and your obstinate brain.

On a daily you manifest your own destiny.
Through the drought, rain, pain and fears...
I attest you pass this test and you get the best of my true love.

We all come from a higher power celestially
but some live life unsucessfully.
Scientifically--electronegative.
Chemically--equilibrium off wack.
Emotionally--overemotionally for major set backs.

Get your mind right and be ready for the next onslaught,
Say your prayers with potency---and ask for forgivness
for the days you are rickety and give thanks for opening your eyes
and writing another day in your autobiography.