Wake me up from the purdah of solstice I've seem to wander into.
I feel my strength as it gives my heart/soul cardiopulmonary resuscitation to revive it from being frozen and most cases dead.
Feelings of anxiety because there is more to be said, more work to accomplish and more life to live.
How does one gather strength from Love?
When Love itself is selfish, unyielding and more times than none unforgiving.
I lost a huge part of myself when he was taken to his eternal resting place.
Knowing never will I have a chance to dance with him and hear the laugh he laughed so often with...we share the same face---how do I look at myself knowing its missing and can never be replaces but yet we share the same face.
Similarities we share: the same heart, people say we have the same genuine soul--to create peace and laughter through pure love. If I were ONLY the part of you---made into a person like you--then maybe I would be peaceful.
They say I will find ways to live without you, knowing me: living will be like living with you, in memory of you---for the love of you.
I don't ever want to forget you, so I welcome the tears the mourning minus the pain. I realized you never did anything to hurt me and for that I am peaceful knowing we said "love and goodbye" but here I stand as your legacy and I will not fail you! Sigh.....
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