Losing

...damn the devil and his tricksy ways has managed to domainate the scene once again. We have been warned about him again and again but yet he always acts like your best friend. sigh...I'm ready to close this chapter and dead it and let this demon win. Not sure how much more I can pretend to act like I am awaiting my best friend to act like my best friend. I can hardly stand the sight of the weakness that posses any human nowadays--- now to witness who it manifest in drives me insane. No tolerance for what it is I do not deserve but allowing things to become utterly obscured. Punish me accordingly...and maybe even for all for future sins but no longer will I pretend...this thing has to come to an end.