Weary

WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MYSELF BESIDES CHANGE. ON A DAILY I FIND MYSELF CHANGING...SOME WAYS TO SOMEONE I WANNA BE AND SOMEONE I SAID I WOULD NEVER BE. I FIND MYSELF COMPLAINING MOST OF THE TIME VERBALLY BECAUSE THE BATTLE IS INTERNALLY. I ADMIT IT MUST BE HARD FOR SOME TO BE A PART OF MY LIFE...LISTENING TO MY STRUGGLES, STRIFE AND COMING OUT A LIFE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. BUT THEN AGAIN I DONT NEED ANYONE TO HOLD MY HAND NOR DO I FEEL I NEED A MAN...JUST SOMEONE I CAN CRY, TALK, LAUGH WITH AFTER ALL LIFES PROBLEMS AND CARRYING ALL THIS SADNESS. I DONT ASK FOR MUCH JUST TO BE UNDERSTOOD...I GUESS SOME OF MY ISSUES ARE OVERSTOOD AND SOME PEOPLE JUST GET TIRED OF HEARING ME TALK N SEEING ME CRY...SO AT THE END OF EACH DAY I SIGH AND CRYING IN SILENCE. I AM A GOOD WOMAN WITH A HUGE HEART AND A QUICK MOUTH...HURTFUL AND NOT PERFECT BUT WITH THE RIGHT INSPIRATION I AM NOT FAR FROM IT. AS DAYS GO BY I START TO WORRY THAT SO SOON I AM STARTING TO FEEL WEARY. I AM AFRAID TO FAIL IN CERTAIN ASPECTS BUT WHO AM I KIDDING...