Confused

Unbinded, unhinged, unknowing,
Loved, unloved,
Hate and love,
Loving and hating...
Pain and more painful.
Heart and broken,
Whole and complete.
Mother, daughter, sister, friend.
Unloyal, defiant, challenging.
Faithful, truthful and reliant.
Past, present, future.
History, memories, forgotten.
Patient, overt, outspoken.
Silent, crying, whining.
Happy vs sad
Forced hugs and natural kisses.
Today, tonight...maybe never.
Are you following me?
Can't see how because I can't even follow me.
Come back another day and the emotion will change----

Woooosaaaahhhhhhhhhh!